Tribute to Venus

am pleased to offer twelve new paintings completed in the first half of this year 2004. The series is entitled “Tribute to Venus”. I would like to share a story about the first painting in the series entitled “She Sings to the Coyotes”, and share how the rest of the series came into being.
In late October of last year, I went for a long walk on the ranch where I live. It was a warm Indian summer afternoon, and I stopped to rest in the shade of a lone Juniper before heading back home. I dozed off, and when I awoke, I was surrounded by five coyotes. Three of them were sitting, one was laying down and the other was pacing back and forth me making me very nervous. I was definitely scared. Though I had never heard of anyone being attacked by a pack of coyotes in these parts, my mind was racing with all sorts of morbid thoughts as to the outcome. I decided the energy of fear might attract one of those unpleasant outcomes, and it would be best to stay calm and wait it out. I closed my eyes, took some deep breaths, attempted to get quiet inside and before I know it, I started to sing. I sang all my latest favorite songs by Eric Clapton, Moby, Everything But the Girl, Gregg Brown, and Patty Griffin. I sang and sang. Though my fear did not completely subside, it felt right to be singing over anything else I could do. After about twenty-five minutes or so, the coyote that was laying down got up and approached me, gave me a long, deep stare, then turned to go followed by the others. I quickly got to my feet, and ran the whole way home.
Over the following weeks, coyotes came around to visit me, hanging out in my yard, perching on the rocks outside my studio and howling close outside my door at night. I was never able to determine if these were the same coyotes I had encountered. Finally, they stopped coming around when my son came to visit and brought his big yellow Lab dog.
I am pleased to offer eighteen paintings, many of these completed in the first half of 2004. The series is entitled “Tribute to Venus”. I would like to share a story about the first painting in the series entitled “She Sings to the Coyotes”, and share how the rest of the series came into being.
In late October of 2003, I went for a long walk on the ranch where I was living. It was a warm Indian summer afternoon, and I stopped to rest in the shade of a lone Juniper before heading back home. I dozed off, and when I awoke, I was surrounded by five coyotes. Three of them were sitting, one was laying down and the other was pacing back and forth me making me very nervous. I was definitely scared. Though I had never heard of anyone being attacked by a pack of coyotes in these parts, my mind was racing with all sorts of morbid thoughts as to the outcome. I decided the energy of fear might attract one of those unpleasant outcomes, and it would be best to stay calm and wait it out. I closed my eyes, took some deep breaths, attempted to get quiet inside and before I know it, I started to sing. I sang all my latest favorite songs by Eric Clapton, Moby, Everything But the Girl, Gregg Brown, and Patty Griffin. I sang and sang. Though my fear did not completely subside, it felt right to be singing over anything else I could do. After about twenty-five minutes or so, the coyote that was laying down got up and approached me, gave me a long, deep stare, then turned to go followed by the others. I quickly got to my feet, and ran the whole way home. Still shaking, I grabbed a bottle of Tequila with a few swigs left in it, and calmed my nerves in the hot tub.
Over the following weeks, coyotes came around to visit me, hanging out in my yard and on my lawn chairs, perching on the rocks outside my studio and howling close outside my door at night. I was never able to determine if these were the same coyotes I had encountered. Finally, they stopped coming around when my son came to visit and brought his big yellow Lab dog.
I share this story because clearly something magical transpired between myself and these coyotes. What exactly that was doesn’t see to matter. What mattered to me as a painter was the vision I received of singing to the coyotes which came to me in a dream. As I began this painting, I realized the significance of the response to a potentially dangerous, life threatening, fearful situation. And there was magic in that. And what was birthed in me from this experience was a deeper, more profound acknowledgment of the gratitude, honor and respect for the feminine spirit that had guided and protected me. I began to trust and open more to this part of myself, and to search for the beauty of this energy in everything. And the more I looked, the more I found that inspired the rest of the paintings. This lovely, soft energy was always available, and in everything, everywhere. As such, I am certain there are more paintings to come in this series.
These paintings are a tribute to Venus, to the feminine spirit and all her gifts, to all that is love and beauty, to the most brilliant star in the night sky. Interestingly enough, this most brilliant star, Venus, recently transited in front of the sun on June 8, 2004. She has not made this transit since 1822. It is hoped, by all who understand the significance of this transit at this time, that the gifts of the feminine spirit will grow stronger on this planet now, and gain the honor, respect and trust that is so desperately needed to balance and preserve the ever increasing fragility of the gift of life. It is my hope that these paintings will inspire both men and women alike to embrace, embody and become all that is love and beauty in this world before it is too late. God forbid we lose what is most precious, and have to live knowing the solution wasn’t just about how much stronger and wiser we needed to become, but how much softer.
Annie Horkan
June 22, 2004
